Lmao. I’m a Sagittarius.
I’ve been trying to write every day whether it be lyrics, poetry or in my exercise journal.
I feel I’ve finally ascended from the writing plateau I was stuck on when I allowed myself to open up and write about the death of my friend Melissa.
The tentative title for that song is “Boss.”
Letting myself open up to write about the things that are the darkest to me has helped and brought out so many things and words.
Tonight for the first time I put into words my ambien addiction. It’s been a problem for years and I’ve never felt strong enough to try and combat it, mostly because of a severe sleep disorder I have. I’m at a point where I am feeling ready to slay the monster and say goodbye to ambien, though with my work schedule and the constant flip flop through overnight shifts and daytime hours it would be difficult.
But I digress.
I wrote “Tell me, Demon” tonight and it was a painful experience but something that I needed.